To just enjoy.
To not have a cloud draped delicately over our heads.
Four years ago today we sat in a room at the children's hospital with a team of doctors, our parents and a Carousel nurse.
We were told of the "couldn't"s, we were told of the "wouldn't"s.
It was Bryan's birthday. We left our hospital "home" to "celebrate" with pizza that night returning to a world of unknowns that evening.